Entering my 36th week of pregnancy has been my hardest to date. I entered our 36th week of pregnancy smack dab in the middle of my 4 12 hour work stretch...in the ICN. It ran me ragged. By the 2nd 12, my feet were stinging by lunch, I felt my hands swelling, and I was just exhausted. The atmosphere of the ICN is just so different than the NICU; mostly because the babies under your care take more time and parents are often at the bedside for hours of the day. It just means that I cannot sit as often as downstairs (albeit, there are days in the NICU that you don't sit down either). By Saturday evening, as I ended my 3rd 12 hour shift (on my first day of 36 weeks), I was exhausted. My feet STUNG! I don't think I have felt this bad ever in the entire pregnancy. Luckily, I was able to have an easier day Sunday, which made the day seem better. I am fortunate I do not have any more 4 day stretches left of pregnancy!!
Monday I found some strength and purged, purged, purged. My mom came over and took bags of old paperwork (my entire 4 years of nursing school paperwork/binders/tests/study notes/homework/CARE PLANS) to the trash....at first I started to rummage through the papers...but after the first load was dumped, I started to feel happier, and the rest of the purging was easier. I could purge a little more (especially in my closet), but I made a big dent and everything feels organized in the office.
I also had my 36th week OB check up on Monday. Luckily, little Jack is a good baby and his head down!!!! I haven't dilated, which I'm happy about. I have a few more things I need to accomplish before he comes. Plus, I am taking some pregnancy pics this coming Saturday (at 37 weeks).
On Tuesday, I worked on nursery decorations. I have alphabet letters I want to paint to place above the crib. With the help of Tiffany, I cricuted jungle animals to frame above the changing table/dresser. And I found cardboard letters to spell Jack. I'm not sure if I'll leave them on the windowsill or hang them on the wall....but everything is coming together!! I'm excited to have it all done!
Then came Wednesday morning...the beginning of a 2 day work stretch. I had two babies that each weighed 1.5 pounds each. I clocked in at 0700, and hit the ground running. I don't think I charted my first 0800 assessment until about 1600...yes, another busy day. I loved the day...caring for 2 micropremies is amazing...but again my feet are DONE working. I am getting to that point of just being done with work....
Then on Thursday morning, I awoke at about 2 am with heartburn. What? This has never happened before...ugh, it's not fun, and it lasted about 45 minutes....just in the middle of really good sleep. But somehow ~ I am not sure how ~ I received a call at 0505 on Thursday morning, letting me know I could have the day off. What? This has been unheard of since about July! This MADE my day. It turned out that I was able to get the entire 12 hour shift off! I slept in. When I stood up for the first time, my feet ached...what is wrong with them? But I was able to relax, do some school work, and do other things around the house.
Tomorrow, Friday, I am making final preparations to get things ready for the maternity photo shoot on this Saturday. I'm a little nervous, but super excited to get some last minute pictures before little bean arrives! :)


















